2013

So it has been awhile.. i know..
A lot of movies, A lot of songs,
Thousand of stories,  little of tears and much of laughters.


Hoping that i can continue writing, realizing that so much things happens and im glad that i captured some of it into my writing.

anyway, for the moment, i started 2013 with hope.
and now i present you the first music that i really love and can connect to in 2013.

https://soundcloud.com/mrfanatiq/clarity-orchestral-mix

High dive into frozen waves
where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain
And it's worth it every time
Hold still right before we crash
Cause we both know how this ends
our clock ticks till it breaks your glass
And I drown in you again
Cause you are the piece of me
I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly
Still fight and I don't know why
If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy
If our love's insanity why are you my clarity
walk on through a red parade
And refuse to make amends
It cuts deep through our ground
And makes us forget all common sense
Don't speak as I try to leave
Cause we both know what we'll choose
If you pull, then I'll push too deep
And I'll fall right back to you
Cause you are the piece of me
I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly
Still fight and I don't know why
If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy
If our love's insanity why are you my clarity
...Why are you my remedy
...Why are you my remedy
If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy
If our love's insanity why are you my clarity

I love you still, 

days, nights, breakups, makeups, fights, sweet moments...

with all of that, i am still here,.. You are still here.

at the end, that is what matter, and you love me still.

Good night..