cerita cinta.. (di tengah malam)

Argh gue lemah dengan film yang ceritanya tentang pasangan yang dipandangan rendah hubungannya tapi tetap bertahan...

Baru kelar nonton Radit dan Jani... ah mungkin filmnya biasa aja..tapi tetep bikin gue menye menye..

ah... pokoknya begitulah.. kata sapa cinta aja cukup.. kalo memang menurut lo idealis lebih penting daripada isi perut berarti lo belum siap berkomitmen.. setuju gak??

Tapi cinta itu memang buta.. tapi buta dan bodoh kan tetep berbeda.. cinta sih cinta,,, argh..jadi esmosi ginih.. heheh..

tapi gue jadi inget masa gue muda.. alah.. noraknya keluar..

ASAL hepi!!! hehehehhe..

rasanya pengen buktiin ke dunia kalo yang gue pikir dan gue pilih itu benar! dan mereka salah...

Tapi kok akhir filmnya begitu.. :( , apa emang cinta buta itu beneran buta??

apa pada akhirnya mereka beneran bodoh, bukan beneran bener??

aduuuuhhh.. jadi konsepnya bakal selalu gitu nih.. cinta bakal kalah ama perut,..

salah sapa dong kalo kita jatuh cinta??

kenapa dunia berkonspirasi untuk terus membuktikan kalo cinta bakal kalah ama perut, ama baju, ama tas LV,aduuuhhh..

MAKAN TUH KRINCINGAN...!

hahaha,,,

menurut gue, setelah 6 tahun pacaran.. gue masih percaya ama Cinta!

walaupun dunia masih terus berkonspirasi tapi gue tetep masih percaya....

prinsipnya cinta adalah cinta dan gak akan buta ataupun bodoh kalo dua2nya berusaha dan percaya..

dua rius.. cinta gak selamanya buta dan bodoh, (walaupun kebanyakan mungkin iya... )

dan cinta bisa hidup berdampingan kok ama perut, kan elo gak perlu ampe buncit.. yang penting seimbang..

hehehe.. dan gue udah bukan 17 tahun lagi.. jadi cinta monyet udah lewat.. cinta buta juga udah di-pas, dan mata gue udah lewat masanya merem...

jangan nyerah ama yang lo percaya bener...

jangan kalah ama iming2 tas LV, mobil mewah dan rumah megah..

(psstt.. jangan percaya kalo laki2 bilang mereka selingkuh cuman pas pacaran doang dan bakal setia kalo udah menikah... kesetiaan itu kebiasaan... gak ada disetel2 on-off.. )

ps : topik ini memang campur aduk, tapi blog ini punya gue kok.. jadi bebas cuy :p

monday mindset..

what may come tomorrow.. let it be a mystery..

but what i do know now.. that i wish there is something new towards monday, outside the feeling of laziness and uneasiness whenever passing my sunday night.

there will always be a happy ending, you only need to adjust your perspective..

Just finish watching Prison break, final season, last two episodes...

Heartbreaking..

to end like that.. its just heartbreaking..

and it makes me think.

People always fight for happiness,..

With courage, with tears, with hope..

they believe that happy ending awaits at the end of the tunnel, thats why they never give up.

But at the end, when the ending arrives, its not quite as what they hope for..

They still got what they need... But something has lost, along the way.

For example, this prison break movie... after few seasons, in and out prisons and a lot of running, finally they are free..

but unfortunate, not all of them, there are sacrifices.

To think to have that certain feeling, to get what you need after longing for a long-difficult- times but at the same time you lost something, something that would have make the happiness complete.

It is just frustrate me.. I am frustrated.. for a while.

I cry like a baby (and maybe i blame my PMS also for that..).

They only want to be happy. they only want to be together,..

why cant the world just let them... And at the final moment ,when all the fights finally bring them together, he just got to die. And the end that should have been happy ending, only bring me tears.

I know it is just a movie, but at least this movie bring me back to use my brain to think and my heart to feel. (after a very long time...),

and then i think again..

Maybe Happy ending do exist, you only need to look from another perspective.

At the end they are free (its what they want), they have money to start their new life, they will have baby, and Scoffield no need to live his life in pain because of his tumor.

In this way, they will still be happy, but only with a bit of bitterness,..

i think it is JUST , i repeat, it is JUST to remind all of us.. That happiness will come to us eventually, but it will not come easy..

So when we already have it, please do Thank GOD for it and appreciate what you do have by taking a good care of it. And do remember, After every end will always lead to a new beginning.

nite nite all..

Angkat tanganmu untuk indonesia (Raise your hand for indonesia..)

we are not afraid...!!!

The power of youth has come..

and we are spreading to all part of the world,

that We are not afraid..

We believe now we are better..

Indonesia can be better..

Now we gather around..

and believe us we are not afraid..!

All terrorists, dont even try to believe what you did is right!

Taking lives will never be right under the name of GOD and any beliefs.

All terrorists believe me you better be scared..

The time for your fall has come, and your followers will see..

all they did are only based on your rage, anger and your pride..

and hell be waiting for you.. in this life and any others,,

Cause now we will not stay still!

and believe me WE WILL FIGHT!!!!

With power of GOD, Strength of Good will, and believe on what is right.

WE WILL FIGHT!

for better Indonesia, for better world!

spreading power of words to all of the world, Indonesia will not fall and ruined by terrorism,,

We are still alive..

Help us to fight terrorism..

tell them that we are not afraid!,,

now say with me..

WE ARE NOT AFRAID!

saya berenang...

saya berenang hari ini..

dan saya senang...

buku paulo coelho ku bertambah 4 lembar.. dan saya sedang nonton tv..

senang..

siklus hidup..

siklus hidup gue...

bangun siang-kerja-makan-kerja-pulang-internetan-tidur... bosaaan!!

masih banyak banget padahal buku yang belum dibaca..

ada gitar dikamar yang berdebu menunggu untuk dimainkan..

kertas2 bertebaran menunggu awal dari sebuah cerita..

tapi yang terjadi setiap ada waktu luang, laptop putihku dibuka, dengan facebook,twitter,yahoo dan gmail saja dibuka dan dipelototi hingga tak ada update lain yang muncul dilayarnya,,

bosan,,

tapi ironisnya, udah tau membosankan, tapi saja dilakukan..

aku kalah.. aku lemah, aku menyerah...

tekhnologi yang membuat kreatifitasku mandeg.. dan sekali lagi , kesalahan bukan pada toolsnya.. tetapi pada pengguna,..

huah, sekarang sudah jam 01.30, dan badan sudah terlalu lelah untuk membaca, atau bermain gitar, atau menulis cerita...

besok kembali ke bangun siang-kerja-makan-kerja-pulang dan internetan lagi.. (mudah2an diselipi dengan berenang dan sedikit membaca..)

demi indhi yang lebih baik! ciattttt!

...

people sometimes do change, and when they did, they amazes me..

terkadang yang tersisa hanya iri.. dan dengan muka meringis dia berkata "kau menyedihkan.."

-july 6th,2009-

tribute to Michael jackson 1958 -2009

im still at state of shock..

still cant believe, that i must spend the rest of my life knowing that i will never had a chance to watch one of the greatest performer performs life, ever! :(

huge regret...

Michael Jackson, there's no words to describe his existence in my life.. he made a huge differences in my music and dance life.. he's one talented child and person, who may already change a lot of person's life and one of them is mine..

May he rest in peace..

he deserves every peace in the world as he did tried to bring peace and love to the world through his musics..

( may his music lives forever )